now it's later

When I wrote those things last night I meant them. It felt good to have said them. I slept afterwards - and that felt even better. On the way to work I met my niece - a chance in a million - and somehow, as the day went on, I felt better. Not the best, but better. It's still not ideal and there's a way to go - but no burning bridges (yet).
Small things went right today. More of the same would be good tomorrow....
Let's see how the week pans out. Still tough stuff lurking.